I know in the scheme of things, four months isn't very long at all. That there are plenty of people out there who try for years to conceive with no success. But it's so hard to not get my hopes up whenever my tummy feels the slightest bit weird. Or convincing myself that "yeah, you're feeling nauseous, but you're not getting sick so it doesn't mean anything" and still getting nervous about going on those amusement park rides that say "no pregnant women". I know it's all in my head. I do my best not to think about it, but there's that period of time every month that I just can't help it. And it seems that the months that I am able to distract myself, 'S' is certain "this is the month". I love that my husband wants to have a baby as much as I do! I don't know how people do it. Dealing with the disappointment every month. It's only been a couple of months and I still have several years....
Everyone was so certain that we would get pregnant right away.....
Whatever Heavenly Father has in store for us is perfect. I already have one wonderful son and a loving husband, I'm happy. ......And I'll keep my fingers crossed.....
It was the second month after deciding to try with my first 3 pregnancies, but it took about 4 months with my 4th and a year with my 5th. So hang in there. With my 4th pregnancy I stopped taking a vitamin pill that was designed for women over 35, and I think it had soy extracts in it that messed with my cycle. With my 5th, after 11 months I was ready to give up and remembered that the time I hadn't planned to get pregnant (we had decided we would be then changed our minds but then we did!) I had only been eating sugar once a week. So I cut back on the smarties and then I got pregnant. Well, cut back on the smarties and some other things. ;)
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